one person has flipped my world upside down...again

for once i am speechless. usually i can find a way for myself to escape these kind of situations..but this one is a tad more complicated than past ones. it consists of 2 very difficult, and emotionally demanding parts..i've completed the easier of the two..so to speak. but the final piece to solving the situation can bring on so much more chaos that i wonder if its even worth it..so for the time being, i turn to a song..as always =P


"I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

Too late, I'm sure, and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now, against me
You know the words, so sing along for me
For Heaven's sake, I know you're sorry, but you wont stop denying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me,
in shattered pieces that, may never be replaced
And if I died right now, you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across your key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us, not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as, you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now
So sleep alone tonight
With no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
How does it feel?
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over, don't blow your composure
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you, I want to.."